From my homepage of 9/11/02:

This is what I wrote one year ago; and I painted to get myself through my grief: a series of self-portaits of what I saw reflected in my studio window, some with my thoughts from each day written across them. I thought maybe I'd share them someday.

I still can't.

Which is why today you should go over and visit my brother's site and read his post; he says it better than I ever could.